In Houston,Texas, there is a post punk band called Mydolls.
Mydolls formed in 1978 and has stayed together in friendship and played shows since then.
Sometime in the 90’s Mydolls added a 5th player, Kathy Johnston.
Kathy was a terrific guitarist. Completely devoted to Mydolls and her partner, Dianna Ray, bass player of Mydolls.
Kathy was diagnosed with Leukemia in 2004 and has fought the good fight for her life bravely since then.
She passed away on Saturday September 4, 2011 at 58 years old.
Rest in peace, sweet Kathy.
I got a bad case of the Fuck Its..
It’s too hot for Revolution.
Don’t give a shit mutha fuka!
REALLY RED Bored with Apathy
The Third Step Prayer
God, I offer myself to Thee-
To build with me
and to do with me as Thou wilt.
Relieve me of the bondage of self,
that I may better do Thy will.
Take away my difficulties,
that victory over them may bear witness
to those I would help of Thy Power,
Thy Love, and Thy Way of life.
May I do Thy will always!
When I first expressed an interest in getting sober, a good friend gave me an AA meeting directory and said,
“I am going to mark all my favorite meetings so you can join me.
I told her, “Oh no, this is some thing I need to do alone.”
Little did I get it that, AA is all about the WE .
It isn’t about the, I have to do it alone…
Growing up an only child from a single parent home, I learned to be alone really well. I’m never bored alone. However, the lack of human contact was missing in my world. I isolated, afraid of interacting with people because I felt awkward, special and unique in my pain.
So now, I get it that the first word of the first step is WE.
OK, this would be the dorkiest place to insert the song, We are the World, but yikes! what a shitty song, so here is Culturcide doing, They Aren’t the World.
Day 57 of doing 90 AA meetings in 90 days. Having a GREAT time meeting new people and going to meetings all over town.
When I got sober I really thought, “My life is over.”
When I gave up alcohol 21 years ago I thought, “What fun is this? No one I know is sober.”
When I gave up sugar three years ago, I thought, “Is there life after refined sugar?”
Yes, I have happily survived living without those things.
In Tarot, the card that signifies addiction, is the Devil.
The Devil means BONDAGE TO THE MATERIAL WORLD Yikes!!
This could be addiction to anything, but it can also mean bondage to an emotion:
Rage, worry, jealousy, anger, fear, disappointment, guilt, remorse, envy, romantic love, sadness all can be an obsession.
Anything can be used to keep us from the positive power we can tap into.
Addiction can make us do crazy things.
It isn’t easy of course. Courage and energy are involved to get sober or to give up an obsession or an addiction, but it starts with the first step.
“We admitted we were powerless over____ and our lives have become unmanageable.”
One has to be aware their behavior is an addiction.
The people being held captive by the Devil are not really chained. They have choice.
I never thought being sober was cool, but it is great to be able to think and accomplish and communicate and actually finish our ideas.
The physical world : Working out, running, sex and just getting the day done physically is way better and FUN!
Many perks to living the sober life.
I am more of a little Devil than ever…but in a good way.
FUN FUN FUN
Big Boys 1982
You don’t understand what we are trying to say
you don’t listen to us anyway
all of this, is just for fun
we ain’t here, to hurt no one
fun fun fun
that’s what we say
fun fun fun
that’s what we play
fun fun fun
no matter what they think
fun fun fun
who asked em’ anyway
im a punk, and i like sham
cockney rejects, are the worlds greatest band
but I like joy division, and public image too
thery’re an image of what im suppose to be